mY LifE.

2005-09-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

all right..tis gonna be my last entry..going to let it rot down here and tis entry is not going to be a happy one..anyway..it doesn't make any difference..frm de first few blog entry is not a happy one..so..well..tats it..hahaha..

but..i'm going to open another blog..ppl hu is interested find out urself..i noe i shouldn't be doing tis at tis point of time..but well..i us realli hab da urge..so throw da hell outta me..

i'm not ready..2 more daes to N and i can tell u.. I'M NOT READY..

fuck. todae suppose to be a good dae..but it jus spoiled..yah..s p o i l e d..rotten..it raise me high in sprit but it drop me down hard like nothing else..i'm feeling.. feeling?? mad sad disapointed crazy..

dont make me so happy for nothing
dont make me trust ur again so much
dont make me happy and drop me hard

i'm nothing

tats me.. ='(

2005-09-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

yEsh..one more week..jus one more..and tats it C=

2005-09-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

it jus feel so great for not going to sch for 3 dae striaght rite after ur prelims..but, wait..one more week and its ur N level and YUHLI!! u are still think of resting?!?!?! a hell big NO! sianz..wanted to study..wanted to do da math paper and accounts paper..but again..i' m lazy..no motivation..well..ba0bei oso hab been asking me to study study and study..but..seriously..i dun feel like lehz..i realli dunno..i dun wan to go ite..but i'm not studying hard enuff..but i wan to go poly..contradiction? ohh..whatever cant find a word to describle myself..poor vocab..

ahhh!! me and ba0bei hab jus turn 18months and 2 dae~! =D

2005-09-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

oh shitty..i'm gonna flunk my math paper 2..theres 8 qn..1,2,3 ive done it..but dun think i can get it correct ba..4,5,6 i totally hab no idea how to do..so i leave tat blank..7 & 8 choose 1..i think i can get tat correct..tats all.. over 40 marks..if i can get 10 marks..it will be more den enuff..=)

having ~~nightmares~~ for dunno how many freaking nights..its freaking me out..and i hate it..its bothering me..and i cant sleep well..i'm getting afraid to watch horror movie and tat is so unlike me..not tat i'm scared of da show..is tat i'm afraid to hab ~~nightmare~~ again..u noe..tat kind of feeling..waking up in sweat..feeling so horrify..trembling on ur bed..and u look at da clock..its 3-4+ am in da morning..another 2 more hours u hab to go for sch..u dun feel like sleeping..but..u cant fight back ur eyelids..so u fall asleep without knowing..and u hab another dream..jus when someting is going to to happen..u wake up with a start..its time for sch..no choice..but to drag urself up..but in da mind..u are still thinking bout da dream..tat scary..horrifying one..

now there is tis horror show going on..channel U..da tv is jus rite beside me..but i rather look at da computer screen den the tv screen...i'm afraid to watch...u heard tat??i'm afraid to watch...omg..i'm changing..evolving..i dun wan to be some shu nu..gu niang..those kind tat u watch horrow show will ahhh! ohhh!!! tat kind..ya..i will but..not in tat kind..its in a more "man" way..hahahahahaha..but in any case..i jus need someone by my side to watch with me..think tat will be fine yar?? so where is my tat someone??he's working and working and working. . . so here i am hab to wait for him till 2+ maybe i will sleep eariler ba..aarrgghhh!~!!

baby..faster..i'm waiting for u.. yanwz*

2005-09-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

i look inside da mirror and dance..

i find my purpose. . . =]

i wan it to continue..

i wan to dance again..

i wan to be on tat stage...

glamour m. e.

2005-09-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

aehhh..i'm bored so i blog..haha* second entry of da dae..sometimes life is realli getting so bored..i need some entertainment plsss~ i wan to go out..i wan to hab fun..shitaz! realli is bored.. bored bored bored.. sianz..life-less..ohh..did i mention tat i HATE menses..its getting gruesome..not da pain..is..err...tat thing!!! yucks..i totally hate it..sometimes i realli wonder..why da one hu created us hab to make us gal suffer so much..guys? wat do they suffer?? physically? ohhh..i'm toking nosense rite here..

i need a cam badly..i wan to capture all those moment..i love to self admire..a cam phone oso not bad..baby..when can i hab my E730?? when can i hab my 500+ Dior watch?? money is not everything..but money is realli s0mething.. i realli need a cam badly..sometimes i do realli get emotional..feelings attach to me easily..or issit the other way round? i wanted to help..i felt something for his precious..i'm not good wif words..i'm jus as good as billonare hu dunno how to spEnd money...a mouth hu dunno how to speak..

at times..i jus hab no interest in food..at times i jus freaking hate myself for no reason..or rather i noe da reason and it is a fact..tats y i hate myself..why i cant be da innocent me..ohhh..wat da world has become..or maybe..da world is telling me.."welcome to da world of reality, i've nv change..jus tat u hab grow up!!" come'on i noe jealousy is in ur heart..greed is on da way..hatred is eating u up..woh00!!!! tats how human should be..but..well..a small part of me will always be telling me..yuhli, u are a nice gal..da true side of urs will always be kind..tat applies to every other human..jus tat they are blinded..one dae..jus one dae..everything will become so pure..so innocent..p e a c e * tats da word.. =]

i'm not blogging proper stuff..so ppl..jus take it tat i'm shitting.. =)

2005-09-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

finally..2 paper mt and ss is down! yeahz!! but tis month gona be a intensive month..jus think. think.. think... jus in ONE months time..my N is going to finish!!! listen and look here* is f i n i sh not s t a r t i n g!!!!!!!!!!! yupz..hab to keep mugging mug mug mug. . . . but..seriously if my mt cant get a1 or 2..den 100% sure i'll be going to ite..haiz... I DONT WANT!!!! hope my eng can get a b3..for now jus concentrate on studying loh..and todae i stay at home..vacuum..mop..fold..hang and wash clothes..a great gal todae rite?? haahahahaha...but..haven get to eat anything..so hungry!!! going to find someting to eat..

2005-09-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

hab a great time in da past few dae..had teachers dae celebration on fridae and it was great~! i guess swiss should oragansie more of tis kind of event whenever there is a celebraion..at least let swiss students flaunt on wat talents they hab yah..for all da past few years it hab nv been realli great..tumbs up for this celebration!

err..rewind back to thursday..holidae ma..den went out wif baobei loh..cook for him in morning..hmm is afternoon ba..hahahahaha..den cook chicken and fusili..veri full..den off we went to town..got my pay and went to shop a little..bought a jacket and i'm broke..hahaahahaha..den wanted to save money and eat fast food..but well..we both like to eat good food..or rather me lar..hahahahaha..rarely can come out shop and enjoy so must be complete wif good food rite? so went to billy bombers and eat.. ppl out there hu love to drink root beer..should go there and try their root beer float..is damm bloody nice loh...not a lot of gas and da taste is..heavenly~ plus a scoop of ice cream..hmmmmm~~ hahahahahahaha.. order cape cod fish n fries..da servings is big loh..den baobei order tenderloin steak..tat one is oso damm nice loh..but is super ex..20$ plus and da serving is small..oh yah..did i mention tat da place looks great? vintage..and nicee!! going to bring my dollies there...hey dollies! did u hear me? save lots and lotsa money den after da out O' and N' we go out and spend and enjoy!! so looking forward!!!! =D *wide wide smile*

so sat..as ususal work loh..lots of attitude customer loh..work so tired le still hab to see their face..aarrggghhh! but no choice..work and life ma..nvm lar..past alreadi..later going to meet yu qian to study..how i wish i could shoot myself in da head..i deserve to die!!! i haven even touch a single thing on ss..erm..maybe hab lar..onli da first chapter which is merger tat thingy...shit manz! going to burn midnight oil..wish me luck ppl..

2005-08-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

i wan to perform..

i want to stand on tat stage..

i wan to dance. . .

well..suddenly hab da urge to dance..seriously i miss dancing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, dollies..i love ya!!

2005-08-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

jus get home not long ago..it has been a long long time since me and baobei enjoy ourself and eat good food..wahahahaha..though mine not realli good..but at least my favourite unagi is still not bad! =D had a great time todae..sch was ever boring so no use toking bout it..btw.. there tis math quest..everybody..pls!! help me solve..

1 cock= $10

1 hen= $3

1 chick= $0.10

Using up all $100 you have to buy 100 chickens..

How many cock, hen and chicks are there?

spend lots of time doing it and i cant get it lehz..ask lots of ppl they oso can get it and baobei use 5 hours to get da answer!!! den he dun wan tell me.. =( ppl~ help me solve!

2005-08-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

FUCK THE HELL WITH ME!!!!!!!!

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AAARRGGHH..='(

i hate it when things go damm wrong when u think u are happy wif it

i hate it

2005-08-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

whoA~ lets see..i'm home early todae..cos i cant get to meet my baobei..hahahahaha..but well..i should concentrate more on my studies yah? but still i wont 4get my baby..love ya!

jus finish my f&n..was wondering should i pop over to baobei work place and sent him his favourite sweetcorn..but i was too tired..2moro perhaps..was thinking to change my skins..but again..i'm too lazy..so another dae again perhaps..i wanted to study when i get home early..not tat i'm lazy...jus tat..i dun hab da mood to do..aarggghhh..wth?! prelims is coming again and MT and ss N' is coming too..and i still feel slack..i wanted to study but seriously i've gt no drive no motivation..anyone.. help ppppllllllllssssssss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but now..i'm hungry..so going to get something to eat!! shoO~

2005-08-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

yesterdae is baobei and me 17 month anni..time files yah..love ya lots..no celebration like last time..but well..still enjoy da time u being wif me..=D

hab MT prelims yesterdae..well..dun think i will do well for paper 1 ba..spent too much time on da first section le..but paper 2 was kinda easy..easier den wat i tot..but..must wait for da result to come den see loh..going off to work later..~

tis pic is dunno how long de..hahahahaha..i look ugly in tis pic..but well..hu cares! look sweet lar?muacks!

2005-08-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

errr..tis are da pic we taken on da national dae eve..hmm..not many..in fact there are 3 onli..hahahahaha..not going to post da fireworks..cos everybody oso post..so..it dosen't make anything different..so..enjoy~

^ we on 080805

^i noe tis look funny! hahahaha!!

^ alicia and alvin; they look sweet yah..=)

hmm..was looking all da photo at my photobucket and decided to post some of da pic when we were real happy!well..its has been so long and we are still loving as ever..i love u..my baby boi!

^ his 18 birthdae chalet

^ after sentosa wE going back home..=)

2005-08-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

ohh..forget to sae happy national dae!!!

proud to be singaporean...wahahahahahahaha..

go singapore..

reach out for the skies~

2005-08-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

AAARRRRRGGGHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!! da post tat i written jus now is gone!! cant realli oso remember wat i hab type..shitaz! think i'll jus shorten da entry..

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morning went to sell da balloon thingy at town loh..sorry guys..i'm da cause of why we were late..hahahahaha..but it doesn't matter anyway lah hor? hahahahaha..it was damm hot..and not many ppl donate..some even treat me like invisible make me look like a idiot..so bout 1pm we went back to YMCA to return da tins..went off to work and meet baobei after tat... i miss him so much loh..it has been days since i last met up wif him..while waiting for him..cherie and feli(do i get their names correct??)well, so nice of them to offered me to share cab wif them..but..i miss my baobei so much so decided to slack wif him awhile b4 going home..tsai en and pw was wif us too..hab quite a good luff tat nite..hahahahahahaha..and i enjoy being wif my baobei! =) love ya tons lots!

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mondae. hab da national dae celebrations in sch..it dun seems like is a celebration..if not for da mock paper i dun think will be going loh..waste of my time..went over to baobei house to meet him..he went to bbdc and i went home..meet him again..but we hab no idea where to go..and we were damm bored plus no $$ !! =( so decided to go marina south wif alicia and alvin..to watch fireworks! =D reach there..quite a lot of ppl loh..and muddy too..baboei and me hab a hard time walking..but..we enjoy ourself and veri happy!!!!!!!!! something unhappy happened..watever it is..rarely can come out 2gether..so jus be happy yar..walk around b4 da fireworks start..hab fun and laughter...and baobei i wan to tell u i love you!! you are my deary sweetie.. can u see da happiness and smile on my face! =D=D take pic of da fireworks..but not wif me..shall post them when i gt it..slack again loh..and i was feeling bored and turn out to be sleepy..dunno wat time alicia and alvin went off..so me and baobei walk to cine play pool..den to coffee club eat drink..wanted to sit till da first bus come..but both of us was too tired..so decided to go home..reach home 5+ think i sleep around 6 ba..a veri veri memorable nite..

todae kanna wake up by mummy go temple and pray loh..come back home sleep again..so tired..poor baobei still hab to work... k nai going to wait for his call...i wan da pics!! oh..btw..i love da citygems commercial..da jewellery tat one..hahahahaha..

2005-08-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

phew~ a dae finalli hab past..think todae is jus da begining of my stress...haiz..hab geo memory test todae loh..i can do it..i realli realli can de! i realli put in my best le..i realli realli make an effort..but, jus becos of a stupid "break the bunds" i sae "repair da bunds" and i cant even get one tick..wtf! shitaz~! stress stress STRESS~!!! den after tat on da way going to meet baobei for dinner...tot i can be alone cool down awhile...but hu noes..on da bus...theres a sibei stink smell loh..sweat smell plus a shoe put inside water nv dry..damm damm stink..dun even dare to breathe..! da more i think da more angry i am loh..actualli wanted to take cab..if i gt da money i surely take cab..stand still nvm..still hab to bear wif tat kind of smell!! omg..it sux totally!! total ruin my dae!!! but..luckily, baObeI was sweet to me todae..its been a loong time since u walk me home and we chatted so happily..i l0ve yOu. . .

_i'm just like a balloon. A balloon tat is ready to burst anytime. Anywhere.

2005-07-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

i feel e m p t y inside out...

2005-07-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

erhh..change a new skin..kinda of plain yar..gonna add some more pics..jus a bit more and it will be done.. =D hmm..todae is da comp for mr/miss bollywood..didn't won..hahahaha..not realli disappointed ba..but, think rizuan was loh..hahahahaha..and thanks syafiq and yazid help me wif da moves and discipline rizuan..if not i think i sure will go crazy..hahahaha..realli love da indian costume soOOoo much! but da sad thing was i cant wear da full set of jewellry..cos da ear ring one of my ear hole too small and cant go in =( damm nice loh!! shall post da pic when i get them.. heh.. den went for a english enrichment..whole klass was there..whao! hahahahaha! went home rite after tat..reach home early and change my skin loh..nth much.. lalalalalas~

2005-07-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

todae is racial harmony dae!!!whoO~ wear malay costume todae..looks wierd..plus a lot more ppl wear tis year..look so diffferent and veri nice nice!! hahahahaha..well..everyone was excited..hahahaha..including me..took quite a no. of pics..here it gOes~

<-grOup picS

<-mE and yU wEi

<- anOther onE!

<- nicE hUr~

<-=D

shall upload more when i gt more pics..ciaos~

2005-07-18T10:23:00.000+08:00

well well well...now in sch com lab..damm boring loh..doing f&n coursework..but anyway..its coming to an end!! yippy~ but the sad thing is hab to concentrate on theory..is equally boring.. hmm...not quite done wif my blog lar..hahahahaha..still not veri satisfy wif da skin... wanted to add more things..hahahahaha..free den do loh..nowadays online oso online till veri sianz..nth to do..hohohooh~~~ lalalalalala~~~ hahahahahahaha~~ heheheheheheh~~~ okiE...cya guys soon ciaos~

2005-07-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

hmm..quite a long time nv blog le..kinda lazy ba..hahahahaha..things hasn't been veri smooth..dun wish to sae anything ba..err..change a new skin..well..nth much..hahahaha.. lalalals.. going to work now le loh..sianz..buiaz..

``i hate lonliness...but lonliness jus simply love me..

2005-07-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

my family sux!!!

i sux!!!
life sux!!!

everything sux!!!

or..sux my family!!

sux me!!!

oh~~ watever....

life is jus a game..why take it so hard..

2005-06-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

I'M MAD!!!

i'm sorry.. can't lie to myself anymore...sorry...='(

2005-05-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

my dear diary! do u miss me after so long nv blog?? hahahahaha..and i'm 16 le w0r~~ wee-u-weE! hahahahaha..exam is finalli over..phew~ hmm..now at my baobei house loh..so sianz..he went to sch le..jus cook finish 4 him,change da bedsheet, tidy his room..i'm a good wifey rite?? =p hahahahaha..okok..waiting 4 him to come back rite now..days realli hab been fine loh..nth much happened..jus tat..

my family..=(

i dun like them..maybe not dun like them..jus feel tat they dun understand me?? or i cant stand them or tat house of mine??haiz..sianz..wats wrong wif my work..i jus wan to work and earn more money loh..since they cant afford to give mi money and spend den i take da responsibilty and earn my own $$ and spend myself loh..oso nv take a lot frm them..den all i wan jus to go out and hab fun loh..i wont learn bad de loh..jus dun understand y they dun understand..if wan i hab learn it long ago le loh..i noe wat i'm doing loh..why jus cant they understand me..why jus cant they give mi more freedom..i noe they cant afford to give me $$ i noe they are poor..so i jus wan to work and work and earn lots and lots of $$$$!!! and spend and enjoy myself..is jus tat simple..and i sure 100% will study de loh..cos i wan an o level cert..i wan go poly..its jus tat i dun like to study loh..but i will..for da sake of my future..but they too cant understand..haiz..they will think my mind is all bout going out..tats true..but i oso will wan to get well 4 my exam de loh..sianz!!! fucking fucked up family..

and simpled0lls!!! remember our date ar..20!! wahahahahaha..its comingcounting down 3 more dae!!! i miss ur so much..heex..oH yar..and thanks to those hu wish me on my birthdae..erm..paisehz ar..veri lazy to write..but it will remain in my heart and memory de k?? u guys rawks my life.. =D

2005-04-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

well well well...let mi sae a big big HI!!! to mr koh...know u may be reading tis yar..hahahahaha...ok..let see let see..sch hab been HOT and HUMID~! cannot tahan loh...sianz...and 2moro will be my exam le...paper 1 for mother tongue and english...ehh..still haven study 4 it loh...haiz...realli too slack le..i need someone to motivate me!! i wanted to study but..i jus dun hab da heart...cant concentrate..i hab to buck up le~!! alrite..hab to get my ass going and study le!

sianz..

2005-04-24T04:36:00.000+08:00

its 4.10am in da morning...well, was waiting 4 my ba0bei to finish his work so i can tok to him!! miss him!
hmm..went to study todae..veri nan de lehz..hahahaha..went to bukit timah to play pool after tat..den went to eat..den here comes da fun part..hahahahaha...mi,jen and ru went up to da old chruch which is beside my pri sch den after tat we miss our pri sch memories...hahaha..so we went to a nearby playground which we used to go when we were pri sch..and me and jen started to be crazy...hahahahaha..we was playing catching! and ru video da both of us down..we simply look like mad kids~!! hahahahaha...and i trip over da silde and fell down while chasing jen!!hahahahaha..was so paisehz..and i fall rite in front of a bunch of kids..was so funny tat i was lying down and luffing...fond memories i should sae..went to da hawker centre to tao bao food 4 Ru's mummy den went home le..

thinking back when we were still young, navie..everything seem so simple..so innocent..so pure..we only noe wat is happiness..to us..backstabbing, revenge, lies, lonliness, hatred, jealousy, double head snake, greed. . . . all was so unfamiliar to us..even if we do hab...they jus stand a little small place in our minds and hearts..but now..its revolving through our daily mind, heart, life and human lifE. dun tell mi u dun hab one of the above..cos tat is human nature..human is bad,wicked and evil..i hate them..inculding myself..but no choice..we human hab take up upon all tis characteristc..i dunno y..i onli noe we can change for da better..but, i believe..even though human hab all these bad points..on the other side of their heart..they are still pure and innocent...

__if onli we can be pure``

2005-04-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

*sigh* i nv know i will miss my wallet so much..i noe..its my retribution for being such a bad gal in da past..and i hab changed..i dun do those things anymore! i realli miss my photo..and i cant find any wallet tat i liked so much!! i wan it back badly..jus give mi back da photo and talisman..pls..i beg God, Bhudda or da deity up there..bao you mi get back my wallet..now den i know lost one wallet could be so troublesome!! i cant take it anymore!!

fuck you. damm you! who ever u fucker hu stole my wallet...listen up! i jus wan my photo back..u wan da $$ den jus take it..it jus $10 loh..y must take my whole wallet...and y must taget my fren too!! fuck you! go to hell~!! aarrgghhhh~!!

finally i can understand how preious is da photo to ppl..i'm sorry 4 wat i did in the past..sorry to tat person..i alreadi gt wat i deserve too..haiz. . . ='(

__i'm real sorry``

i jus wan...

2005-04-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

damm it..i lost my wallet.. someone stole it..retribution* hu ask mi to be such a bad gal in da past..haiz...i wan nth...u can take away my money..my card..watever! but jus give mi back my photo and talisman...da photo is my memories..and one of da talisman is he gave it to me!!! pls pls pls...i realli wan it back badly...and i looovvee my wallet too!! jus give mi back these 3 things is alrite le...or maybe 2? da photo and talisman...oso can!!! i wan my things back..please. . .

__pls dun take anything away frm me`

i'm here again~

2005-04-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

i'm here again~!! seem like once in a while den i'm here..hahahahaha...ok..lets see hows my life hab been going on..have been quite alrite wif my baobei...some quarreling and squabbling cant be avoided...but still we are as one! =D loving him more and more!! missing him rite now...wahahahaha... sch hab been quite stressful loh...everdae hab stupid remedial till 4 or 5+ onli tuesdae nth on!!! so i cant meet him...but u better dun work o tat dae k! hahahahaha...and yah! one veri importatnt thing... SWISS WINDS GET GOLD WITH HOURNS IN SYF~!!! wee~ so happi 4 them...was praying so hard and keep looking at da time...hahahahaha...was so happi~!!!!! hahahaaha...sianz...sundae is ever boring loh...maybe going to lot 1 wif mummy...den after tat go work loh...frm next week onwads till exam finish not working loh...hab to study...hope tat i will get real good result...show mi mummy i can do it!!! hahahahaha...

__i still love band jus like how i love my simpLd0lls`

tuesdae...

2005-04-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

wishful thinking tot can go out wif ba0bei loh...hmm..but nvm...at least did spent time wif him loh =D dun be too greedy~! hahahahaha...todae he working again loh...so after sch..went to meet him...den he pei mi go buy bag...can sae...its not a realli good dae ba...but not tat bad too...and my com sux~!!! aarrgghhh..keep giving mi prob...i'm bored~!! i dun wan baobei to work...i miss him!! =( hope he work wont affect anything...anyway...i miss 15 min of da channel u show!! but still veri nice...hey ppl u'll should watch...hahahahaha...going to watch now...

__pls dun let anything happen to us``

i miss...

2005-04-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmm...todae in sch...think i hab done da first step of studying le!! hahahhaha...stay back in sch after da remedial...decided to pack and clear all my messy thing b4 i start to realli get into study...but...2moro is a dae off 4 mi =) cos baObeI no work~!!hahahahaha...can spend time wif him =D
watch da 7.30 show jus now...channel u...veri veri nice!!now jus finish da 9 pm show...oso veri nice..! lucky gt a lot of nice show...arbo will bored to death...waiting 4 baObeI to call now...(=^_^)

i miss band__``
i miss simpled0lls__``
i miss him*

my gAl!

2005-03-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

hEy...my dear simpLed0lls...i'm jus telling ur how i feel...i noe ur still care bout mi de...but..is jus tat...we need time yar??maybe we all are jus too busy...or jus me??anyway...i love ur still~!! u all are always my simple...my deareast...my best sistaz~!! love ya lots!!

__chui shan`
__yuhting`
__christine`
__yuhli`

we're inseperable ritE? =D

specially dedicated to my dolls...

2005-03-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

tis entry is specially dedicated to my simpledollies~

hey gal...u noe wat...i tot ur dun wan mi anymore...cos frm last year...still remember i jus broke up wif him...and i quit band...tis is my biggest mistake tat i made...but still i not going back to band...do ur noe y tis is my biggest mistakes???cos tats da starting point when we..or should i sae mi and ur started to be drifting apart...throughout de hoildae i keep on woking and working...noe y?cos i wan to 4get everything...4get hu i am...4get tat i hab ur...4get tat i still live in tis world...4get tat there is still ur to concern and care 4 mi...to numb myself totally...and i was realli kinda of angry...tats y i keep saying i'm working...noe y oso? cos ur wasn't there when i was so sad...cos ur is not de one hu is caring 4 mi when i totally feeling down...and ur wasn't wif mi when i realli realli need ur...need ur to tok wif...everytime i jus felt so left out by ur...and thus, i've make a verdict...ur dun care bout me...ur dun wan mi anym0re...and i told myself...i must and will be strong...i wont need anyone..so throughout de holidae...i do a lot of things by myself...not telling anyone wat decision i hab made and wat i'm going to do...and nobody i could trust...not even simpLed0lls...but...as i walk longer...alone...i realise tat...i cant be tat strong...i need someone afterall..often wat i do i dunno issit rite...issit da rite path 4 mi??issit da rite thing to do...and even begin to doubt myself...and finally...i dun even trust myself...so at tat moment...hu can i turn to???nobody...and does simpledolls ur noe??i doubt so...and i started to be quite alrite wif him* but, i hab no one to tok wif...i dunno wat to do...to patch or not to...to continue loving him or not to...to keep in contact wif him or not to...all tis i dunno wat to do...wanted to find ur and ask wat do ur think...wanted to share all my happiness and sadness...but ur are not there wif mi...ask urself...are u realli wif mi...stand by mi when i was so sad...do ur tink of mi? think of how am i doing??seriously i dun feel so...tats y i was kinda angry and dun realli wan to bother to tok wif ur...sometimes how i wish tat i nv make tat decision...but tat was wat happenend during da holidae...

2005~
a new beginning 4 mi...thinking wat happened through da holidae...maybe i think its time tat we simpled0lls is going to seperate soon...but...i cant bear to...oso at da same time i dunno how to tell ur...so i leave it jus like tat...den...mircale do happen...mi and him patch le!!was soOoo happi...but again...i cant share da joy...da happiness wif ur...even i tell ur...i cant feel tat ur are happi 4 mi...so...again...jus leave it like tat...and days went by...we dun go out as often le...cos ur having band...and i'm always meeting him...and ur like nv contact mi at all...realli is like no contact at all loh...i was so sad...realli sad...and still...theres someone ask mi...wei, wat happened between u and simpledolls??y they take da photo all dun hab u de..? u noe...my hearts break totally...realli is shattered into million pieces...even other ppl can see there i'm not always wif ur...theres prob between us...but do ur see it??do u noe tat i've been neglacted by ur...do ur noe??and wat can i answer? i jus can put on a fake smile and sae nothing wrong...u noe how painful is tat ma?maybe i jus shouldn't complain too much...maybe ur oso hab ur feeling and thoughts too...jus tat i dunno...haiz....sometimes i jus feel so sad and lonely tat when i see ur 3 together...i dunno how to react...i'm jus like a loner...totally no frens at all...and gals...u should noe...tis kind of things is veri difcult to tell him* so i totally hab no one to turn to...jus take one step and shall see how issit loh...sometimes reading ur blog make mi cry...cos seeing ur so happily 2gether...whereas mi...is jus a lonely gal...wif nothing but him*...but so wat having him...we 4 jolly well noes it cant be 4ever...onli sistaz..like ur...can be 4ver and realli rawks my whole life...but jus when everytime i wanted to change da simpledolls friendster into ur onli 3 da pic...ur will come and make mi luff and tok to mi again...tis..make mi change my mind and give mi a hope of tat we will be like last time...but den awhile later....ur are not there anymore. haiz...den again...i'm alone...though i admit..i'm happi wif him* but it is incomplete wif ur...i noe i'm greedy i wan both...but i realli need ur...realli...haiz...i dunno wat to sae anymore...
but after reading bout da fairytales story...ur give mi da hope again...and so...i've decide to write down and let ur noe...hope things will trun 4 de better and hope all da probs will be solved...btw...no offense k?jus wanted to let ur noe how i feel...dun becos of wat i write we quarrel k?hahahha...anyway...i still wan to sae...i love simpLed0lls!!! you rawks! =D

new skin.

2005-03-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

yeapz...hello everbody...tis is my few skin!! (obviously~) hahahahaha...anyway dun think anyone will come here and hab a look cos so long no update le...think it hab beed 2 weeks le ba? lots of things happened...sianz...first, is my family...especially mi mummy..she always kpkp...wanted to tell her everything de...but becos of her always kbkp...make mi take back wat i actualli wanted to tell her...haiz...y cant i jus hab a great family like my baObeI?? think he realli veri lucky loh...gt such a great family, house, sisiter, parents and most of all mi!!wahahahaha...baObeI, u are lucky ritE? muackS~! hehe...sometime being wif ur family realli feel a lot better... =) hahahahaha...ok...enuff of tat...lets see wat is next...aH! money...oh shitz! money and money...everything oso money...earn how much oso like not enuff...wanted to buy things 4 ba0beI but useless mi...or should i sae poor mi...not enuff! sianz...sometimes now can go out le...but no $$...oso like no use loh...bills and own ppl $$ my job da shortage go out need $$...how can find so much sia...SIANZ!!! and i wan to go shopping~!!!! =( i wan buy a lot and a lot of things...and hey guys...did ur see russia de orange colour addidas bag???its damm nice loh...*hint hint* hahahahaha...anybody is willing to buy 4 mi???hahahahaha...no lar...singapore dun hab...hab to wait till april...tat stupid russia oso dun wan sell to mi =( nvm!
oh..did i mention mi and ba0beI de 1 year anniversary is coming le!!! its on de 19...but again...dunno where to go...again..hab to use $$...where to find sia~! sianz...but nvm...its out anni...should be happy ritE? looking 4ward wor~nv expect tat we will be so long...times realli files...thinking back last year de todae...wat are we both doing ?hahahaha...we not even stead yet...but tat time his wooing mi...da feeling was great!! =D whaoz~realli cannot tahan...wanted to tell baObeI...i love yOu!! =p (sorry,its a bit too mushy) and his now working loh...at Indochine...jus below mi...at wisma...hahahaha...hope everything is and will go smoothly 4 him...but...da gal over there @#!$!%#!#%%@^@#!@$#$!% they go and touch my ba0beI!! AARRGGHHHHHHH!!!was so damm freaking jealous~!4get it! but on the other hand...i cant 4get bout it!!!!!!!!!!!!!damm it...still veri bu shuang loh...haiz =(
so long nv type and write on here le...da feeling is still as great as ever..dsunno y...maybe sometime typing out feels a lot better ba...hahahaha...k lar...baObeI is going to knock off soon le...gonna go wait 4 his call...sorry if is a bit too long...hahaha...enjoy guys...byee peeps~

baObeI...y0u arE always gonnA bE my l0vE`

-none-

2005-02-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

haiz...
sianz..
.like tis is my fault mehz?
wat i do sia...
wat da fuck...

b0red!

2005-02-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

sianz...at ny baObeI house rite now~he went out and i'm all alone in the house...sianz sianz sianz! den his sis came back home...tok wif her awhile on msn den nth le loh...waiting 4 him to come back...and shit! i cant go home late...sure kanna blast by mi mummy de...but his not home yet and i dun wan to eat at his house lehz...cos till now i still feel a bit paisehz lehz...somemore mi face is damm freaking ugly loh...fuck it!

reddish and swollen face!

2005-02-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

omg~went to sch toda eand kanna luff by ppl sia...hahahaha...cos yesterdae went sun-tan ma...wif baObei...to celebrate our 11 month anni~actualli is fri de...den change loh...went to get an mc early in the morning den went to sentosa...was so fun...bought volleyball and play...den went into da sea...while waiting 4 tsai en to come went to one plaform loh...in the middle one...stupid mi dunno how to swim but still eager to go there...hahaha...so went wif baobei...holding de ball like an idiot den swim to there...finally reach there was so shuang wanted to stay there longer but baobei wan to go le...cos tsai en reach le ma...den da prob is go down da platform is more diffcult..but still gt to go down...and fuck! i lost hold of de ball and nearly drown...and ba0bei save mi...but our ring tat we both hab and his geck0 ring is lost becos of mi =( so sorry...didn't mean it...sianz...think i spoil de dae loh...den after tat was fun and fine...but towards the end...i play and play and drop the volleyball to the other end of the sea and tat part cant go down de...and there! i spoil de dae AGAIN...=( sianz diaoz half half le...all i now is preious to him and to mi de...but mi my ownself lose it! ARRGH~!! freaking hate myself at tat point of time loh...and i still blaming myself 4 making all tat stupid mistake and it is not da first time i spoil de dae like tis! haiz...y am i so clumsy~ anyway...after tat went to eat sakae sushi..kinda of addicited to jap food...den was damm ex loh...$86+ still hab da stupid 10% service charge...waohz lanz..they sure noe how to earn big $$...was so xin tong after eating nearly no $$ to pay sia...hahahaha...but was worth it lar...at least we both are happy! but we were damm broke after tat...hahahaha...and happi birthdae to CHRISTINE !!! was so happy to get 2gether and simpLed0lls sit down...chatting...laming and luffing 2gether!! =D enjoy it loh...but they having a steamboat gathering 2moro...sianz...cant join them...hab to work...haiz...anyway...niteZ! going to rot my time off~

CNY

2005-02-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

again...long time no update...hahahaha...no time loh...and oso getting lazier le...went to malaysia to celebrate my CNY...den came back onli yesterdae loh...sianz...tat time bought new year clothes 300$+ loh...xin tong...but oso like da clothes...baObeI pei mi and choose de!! =D den now new year oso nth much lehz...hahahaha...now waiting 4 baobei to call and go his house to pai nian...so kan chiong...hahhaaha...later sure dunno wat to sae...though not first time but nervous lehz...hahahaha...eh..sch nehz...oso nth better...but think hab to work harder le...tot most of de test i could make it...but apparantly...i cant...sianz...hmm...anyway...v. dae is coming le...oso dunno where to go wat to do...any suggestions? ciaoz~

life SUX.

2005-01-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

life...? is still bad 4 mi ba...but lucky i still hab my baObeI =D he's realli my everything loh...but i noe...someday i will lose him again =) but...well... i still love him...da time we hab is still da best! hahahaha...sch?nahx...is boring..and it totally sux...haiz...sianz...quit sch is better...but i can't!!4 my future and 4 tat stupid cert! so hab to stay and press on! oso nth much loh...jus tat is freaking stress and dunno wats happeneing to mi...lalalalala~ =(

__i miss simpLed0lls``

a part of mi is happy...but not the other..

2005-01-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

hEy guys!!! it has been a looooonnnnnngggg time since i update...hahahaha...yupz...things hab been fine wif him!and we celebrate our 10 month anni wor!!2 month and we will be 1 yr le...hope there will be more years of celebrating our anni!!hahahaha...was so glad tat i can be back wif him..hope it will continue to be smooth and well 4 us!!! tok bout sch...sch??nth much loh.....haiz...jus tat feel lonely loh...no one theres to listen to mi...where are my simpLed0lls??? to mi...is g 0 n e. . . i cant feel them anymore le...i wan da laughter da fun tat we hab in da past...but now...suan le...maybe qutting band is a big mistake??ppl tell mi...u work so hard all these yr and now onli left 3 month and u wan to give up?!?!i oso feel xintong 4 u...but do they noe da reason behind it?do they noe how i feel?do they noe how stress how i am?and i feel da worst when quitting band loh...i oso miss band...but...i hab alreadi make up my mind...so i still wont be going back...haiz...its diffcult to prove to mi mummy tat i can balance well my sch,my relationship and my work...and on top of tat...sch has its own prob...relationship i oso hab to maintain well and my work i oso hab to do well...its not easy...and one more thing tat i nv mention is my frens...haiz...other then simpLed0lls i trust no one...but it seems tat trusting myself is better...and i once again...i will be strong...i will face it bravely!hahahahaha...sounds stupid yar? oh yar...4get to sae...tis week mi sis is superduper xl...she's so bitchy manz! noe ppl again will complain tat how i can sae like tat...but hu cares! i'm saying da fact and i dare to sae...but she? she's showing a freaking false mask tat nobody can see!! except 4 them...

__sch,work,relationship and frens...how can i ever blance it well??``

update?

2005-01-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

whaoz...so long since i update...hahahahaha...eh...lots of things hab happened...and i am happy...i patch wif him le!!!yeahz...happy nehz!!den so far wif him quite ok loh...meet everydae loh...den go home veri late oso...hahahaha...den sch oso alrite lar...gt study and do mi work...though is not all lar...but at least i try mi best ma...hahahahaha...oso nth much to sae lar...and i lose 2kg =( and i nv grow!! sianz...hahahahaha...k lar...gtg le...nth much to sae too...maybe too much things le...but dunno where to start frm...next time ba...hahahahahaha...

__simpLedOlls??? 4 left 1...al0nE? haiz...``

a late new year??

2005-01-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

it has been last year since i update??hahahahaha...okok...was in malaysia loh...actualli wanted to come on da 31st...but no one wan fetch mi out...so no choice...hab to stay inside...and no countdown 4 mi...=(sianz...but inside he gt msg mi lehz...so happy...but...nth much lar...den after tat i come out loh...went home...den went to work...was tired loh...inside there oso nth much...wan to shop...but nth to shop...den onli eat and eat loh...den like tat loh...life is oso veri boring...den now sch start le...haven buy sch bags...haven buy shoes...hahahaha...all veri old liao...which good ppl wan to donate to mi??hahahaha...no lar...cant find anything i like loh...sianz...den todae first dae...late sia...but jian an is more best...later den mi...hahahaha...den gt a place one fat ass(mdm teng) arrange de loh...sianz...gt da front row corner den face da freaking switch and wall...no choice loh...stay there 4 da time being...when mdm chok come back den see how loh...poor her...she is in hospital...think now she discharge le...at home resting...hope she get well soon...den dun think hab anything le loh...jus tat my sis sux! tats all...

__lifE is going 0n...bUt issit happy??``

should i be happy =D

2004-12-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..i'm happy wor...for 2 things..first 4 jennifer...so happy 4 her..jen...told u le ma...hahaha...den second...is HIM!!! wahahaha...so happpy and excited...cos we tok on da phone...maybe should sae nv expect tis loh...cos he cant received mi msg...den he tot i nv reply him...den i find it wierd so call and jus wan to tell him loh...in de end...end up we chatting on da phone...da feeling...is great!!hahahaha...jus cant stop thinking bout da nite...we tok frm 11+ den mi mother kp mi den hab to hang up da phone at 1+...den i sae i will call him back later...so after tat i call him loh...tok till bout 3 or 4+ den i fall asleep le...hahahaha...da conversation is so unforgettable..realli love and enjoy da nitez...heez..muackS! =p

den later hab to go to work le...2moro going to malaysia loh...4 mi ah ma da thingy..den dunno will be there till when..maybe till 31...hahahaha...a few more dae den going to be 2005 le...but...dun hab da atmosphere lehz...hope i can countdown wif him...actualli is he can make it loh...da prob is mi...haiz..sianz diaoz...dunno can go out anot..dun even noe i can rush back here to countdown??watever...hahahaha...buaiz guys...dun miss mi kae? =D

__wo hai hen ai hen ai ni``

my happy x'mas...

2004-12-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...let mi see wat happened da past few dae...my x'mas...i spend it wif his family!!wee-u-wee...happy nehz...reach there...bout 9 or 10+ ba...den eat den chat den like tat loh...his mother veri cute loh...hhahahaha...den odo nth much lar...den after tat he cook a lot of chicken wings sia..first time eat so much loh...den we went to one side another table and eat...den chat loh...den after tat...we sit down tok a while...den hab to go le...cos bout 1+ le...den i veri bu she de...den i ask can ask his mother tok to mi mother ma...den he sae cannot...cos his mother wont do tis kind of thingy de loh...den i was like...erm..ok loh...den i go home loh..den hu noe...when go back to da bbq pit...his mother came and sae call ur mother lar...i tok to her...i was like so surprised,happy and blur blur look at him loh...hahahaha...damm happy!!den call den tok...den ok liao!yesh...so i ton loh...den we eat again loh...slack...nth to do...den after tat we cycle to bedok jetty...den sit there...den tok...hmm..dun wan go into details lar...den went back...was so damm shag...tired...den after tat...went to play water wif him after tat went back home den sleep bout 1 or 2 hrs..den hab to go work le...damm damm tired...den like tis loh...oso nth special...except tat i realli so happy tat i could spend it wif his family...veri happy..spend it wif him...whole nitez...but...at the end something realli spoil my mood...i shouldn't hab see...haiz...

__wo you hui dao le guo qu de gan jue``
__wo hai hen ai ni... ni nen??

better update when i could!

2004-12-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

tis week working morning so hab time to update...hahahaha..so better update...hmm...todae work as usual loh...nth much happen...except tat todae hab a lot of ppl loh...was busy like crazy...think 2moro more worse...lots of ppl is doing last min x'mas shopping...hahahaha...dunno wat time finish work lehz...cos even my manger oso cant tell mi...so guess will be busy ba..and kinda of addicted to working at famous amos le wor!cos is fun...cant wait x'mas eve to come!!hope da way turn out to be da way i wan or i wish...hahahaha..tat will be good...
oh yar...oso went to da zodiacladies inauguration...it was fun manz...but too bad...i onli went for an hour...cos hab to work..sianz..but nvm...maybe next month going again loh...cos i miss da fun! =( den went home loh...den oso nth to do...hao le...2moro gt to wake up damm early!cos i'm baking something..muahahaaha!got to go soon le!bye guys!

not tat bad after all

2004-12-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

sianz...todae nv go to sentosa...haiz..cos shan cannot make it ma...so chriz and yuh ting go loh...den i rot at home da whole dae loh...actualli no lar...was happy loh!afternoon...went down awhile tok cock wif mi fren...den after tat went home...den help tp vaccum da house...guaiz hor?den online de whole dae..den guess wat!!was so damm happy!
i was toking wif him in msn...and i wastching da news...so ask him gt eat tang yuan anot loh..den jus anyhow chat chat...den he sae not sure his mother gt cook...den he ask his sis...den his sis sae hab...den he ask mi to went over to his house!!!was like flying in de air manz!!but...stupid mi...paisehz 4 wat sia...keep on stubborn dun wan...actualli mi heart wanted so much de norh!!!but...realli paisehz loh...but...he still veri good!he came over to mi house and bring it to mi...it was like hui dao guo qu de feeling...how i long to call him baObeI again...realli loh..used to it le...and when i see him...i wanted to hug him and sae...baObeI...wo hao xiang ni! but...haiz...anyway...da tang yuan realli damm nice...hahahaha..maybe is becos he brought it 4 mi...is even nicer!den tok nth much loh...den after he need to go le...he sae bye bye so suddenly behind my back...i was like shocked manz...so fast wan sae bye bye le...=( den ok loh...i oso sae bye bye den walk up da stair le loh...haiz...b4 tat still tot of face to face see his face once again...and sae bye bye...but...nvm...gt chance de ritE?hehehex...

___xiang hui dao guo qu``

lost lost and lost...

2004-12-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

finalli hab back mi internet le...hahahahaha...shuang...actualli oso nth lar...cos hab to work ma...so oso not much chance to use...sianz...is x'mas week now...working there is damm busy loh...and i hate to be da cashier! da customer so nasty de...den oso scared short mone...but cashier oso good lar...saw a lot of ppl...i saw gurmit sigh todae!!!he look so suay manz...and i saw da champion de wan tong...de dunno her real name...hahahaha...she is tall and damm pretty norh!!and olinda was there once too...hope taufik or sly will be there...hahahahaha...work morning shift da whole week loh...except 4 x'ams working at closing time...happy loh...morning oso not bad...after tat can go out!!=D can spend it wif him is da most happiest thing!=D but did u noe??ok..enuff...hahahaha...private...dun wan sae much at here...=p and i oso rebond mi hair le!and cut a bit oso...looks wierd...and looks guaiz too...and think oso make mi look younger...hahahahaha...alreadi ppl mistook mi as 12 yrs old...now i look younger does tat mean 10 or 9 yrs old? =x hahahahaha...

den 2moro mi off lehz!!hahahaha...going out wif shan and chriz!!!soOoOoo long nv go out and see them le...going to take lots of pic and hab fun 2gether!!but...da thing is mi tis month onli left 8$ + in mi account and wallet?omg...how am i going to survive?by eating cookie?hahahaha...and...oso cant buy x'mas prezzie 4 him and my dear sistaz oso le...but i promise i will buy it 4 ur when i get my next pay k?? promise! =D

long time no update le

2004-12-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

hmm...house no internet le...cos nv pay...hahahahaha...so no update loh...now at jen house den can update loh...hmm...bynow...i hab been spending my money like no one business...hahahaha...oso finishing soon le...den gt once...went to eat sushi wif joey..omg...she onli eat de food on top...and de rice??i ate it O.0''' hahahahaha...but most of it stuff it inside my bag...cos gt plastic bag ma...hahahaha...den some putunder da plates loh...hahahahaha...den oso gt one dae went to zp de chalet...and i was dead drunk...so funny loh...not exactly drunk lar...i still noe wat i doing and toking loh...is jus tat i cant walk striaght and they tot i'm drunk...opps..hahahahahaha...but indeed i was a bit drunk lar...so went to sleep loh...thanks 4 all of them taking care of mi...cos when i turn de bed gt sound den once gt sound den they turn around and look...hahahahaha...still use warm towel to help mi wipe...thanks =D den on fri...which i gt off...yesh!went to sentosa...sun-tan...gt myself all red...and pain...hahahahaha...veri fun loh...go home loh...oso nth much lar...mostly is work loh...and nth else le...sianz sch reopeing soon...hab to do mi homework...hahahahahaha...k lar...going off le...buaiz!!

taufik won le!

2004-12-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

jus watch finish sg idol...siao de...gt so many commercial...making mi so kan chong...shouting like hell manz...and taufik won le!!so sad...although cant deny tat his voice is better den sly...but i wan sly to win ma...hahahahaha...cos i dun like taufik looks...opps...sorry to taufik fans ar...hahahahaha...but anyway...he win le den cograts him loh!sly...work harder! =D so sianz...todae nth much...went jp wif shan loh...like so long nv see her le!miss her so much...oso veri long nv see chriz le!hope can go out real soon !! muackS! den went to buy contact lense...bought shampoo and bus concession...and i spent bout $150 todae...omg!spend so much...sianz...den after wanted to shop at jp...but no one pei...cos shan hab to go tution...den go home loh...dne rot...den like tis loh...

__loving u, is a habit tat i cant change. understanding u is one of a pity i dun wan to acknowledge. tolerating is a way of loving u.dun doubt mi.``

screaming!

2004-12-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

now alone in home...wrote tis entry at commercial time...watching singapore idol now!!and screaming my heads off!!!!omg!!go slyvester!!!lucky no one at home see mi scream...arbo they sure think mi siao siao de...hahahahhaa...but my favourite is not him...but since he is in!i shall vote 4 him!!go sly~!! but still i prefer olinda or mia in...anyway...happy watching!go slyvester~!!!jia you!!!must win!

fragil life

2004-11-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

hEy ppeps...so long no come and update le...hmm...lots of things hab happened...so its going to be a longg entry...eh...on dunno which dae...mi and j0Ey went out!!yeah...so happy tat dae...went to sentosa first...den later go cenie find her mother den went to west coast...ah an and apple de bbq...go there veri sianz norh...all dunno de...den da gal there all so xl...u diao mi i diao u...so stupid...hahahaha...den later we decided to go loh...den dicuss damm long...den find out nth to go...wanted to go back...omg...so xia suay loh...we sae until realli going...i still sae sorry ar...enjoy urself ar...take care all tis...den wan us to go back???n0 wAy!den mi and j0Ey wanted to go eat...i wanted to eat sushi..but think close liao...cos is bout 9+ to 10 le ma...den i suggest to go eat steamboat...jus da both of us...so funny...hahahaha...den go loh...reach there...we like dunno how to do...so funny...den zx,deb and randall came and join us...but they didn't eat...den i keep on eat and eat...like addicted to it...hahahaha...den eat till bout 12+ den take cab wif j0Ey went home loh...reach home bout 1 le loh...luck mi mummy no scold...=D

den...haiz...gt one time...mi mummy ask mi go hospital..cos mi ahma...in hospital...den mi go loh..cos in ICU le...den reach there..doc inside..wait loh...den da doc come out sae...her heartbeat stop once le...den mi aunt cry...omg...den start calling all da relatives le...den start to come out frm malaysia...den wait 4 da doc to see still gt wat can do loh...den later...go in...da doc sae..her heartbeat is getting weaker and weaker...den sae go in and see her loh...by den mi aunt reach there le...den mi ah ma de heartbeat is getting weaker le...den haiz...mi aunt is crying like siao...den i was in there...holding her hand...crying...den after tat...da doc tok to mi again...he sae she cant hold on any longer...den i ask tats there's nth to do le ar?den he sae no...den i shouted...meas she is dead!!haiz...den cry loh...and not long after...she's gone...sobx...mi aunt cry till going to faint...and i was so busy bringing different aunt in and out...cos not many ppl can go in...den they dunno how to go in...haiz...was sad and busy at da same time...den a pity is tat...mi mother is da last to reach...and by tat time...mi ah ma...hab alreadi gone...haiz...after tat went home...mummy rush and went to malaysia le...mi bro oso back frm camp to malaysia...den mi sundae den go in loh...

den sundae went to work first...den at nite...rush home...bath and pack mi things den went in le loh...reach there...den go see mi ahma inside de coffin...she look so different...nearly cry...haiz..den onli sleep bout 2hrs tat nite...early morning went to tao bao food 4 them...cos i haven wear da funearl clothes ma...den can go out loh...den go back..stay at there loh...do nth except keep folding da paper money loh...second nite sleep abit more...den da 3rd morning is to bury de coffin le loh...haiz...tat morning...everybody is crying so badly...den reach da place to bury le...den do some dunno wat thing loh...den gt one procedure is to walk around da coffin and throw da soil inside...den...omg...i nearly fall inside da coffin...so scary...den after tat went back to singapore le loh...everybody is dead tired...
den inside da car...omg...another thing happened...when going out of singapore...mi mummy 4get to let da person chop her passport..and hab to walk back to there and chop...haiz...den take mrt home loh...sianz diaoz...den reach home like tis le loh...like gone through a veri tiring weekend...sianz...den at least can at home and relax le...haiz...all hab past le...

__a beautiful fairytale hab ended``

mEssy LifE

2004-11-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

though now...i feel much better...but...sometime still feel i lack of something...and da thing is i lack of my simpLdOlls...i miss u'll...but i feel not tat stress after i hab left band...so sorry...but dun think i will go back again...cos i realli feel tat i'm a burden to ur...haiz...okiE...enuff of da sad things...happy things...*think* arh! yesterdae he tok wif mi on msn again!!!!!!!!! was soOOoOooO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!muahahahaha...he realli make mi dae...and we chat on da noraml things again loh...den tok bout mi work...den i sae i was busy all da way through...maybe x'mas oso hab to work...den he sae nan wo bu shi yao gu ling ling ye ge ren on x'mas =(??den i sae but after i'm going out but dunno go where...so ask u wan go out ma...den he sae wan wan wan!!omg!!i was happy till i wan to cry...was looking 4ward to x'mas...once again...he gave mi hope!gave mi a feeling tat is always better to hab him!I LOVE HIM!!!ok...i'm going crazy...wahahahaha...hmm...maybe remain tis way will be better?i dunno...jus live as wat it is now loh...hope everydae he will give mi surprise...

__i still lovE him l0ts`

cant sleep

2004-11-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

hmm...cant sleep loh...hahahahaha...happy again wor!he msg mi...den he sae i miss you...whaoz!was surprised...dunno lehz...his werid...but...hu cares...at least he miss mi ritE?wahahaha!=D happy...cant sleep...hopE he remember my tis url address...and will come and take a look...and if u are looking ritE n0w...i wan to tell u tat...i love y0u as b4!will wait 4 u dE...=D muackS! i love you =)
change da tag board too...cos da tagboard.com a bit siao siao de...so change norh...oh yar...shall upload da pic tat i took on mi aunt wedding~

mi aNd mi bAby c0usiN~!

an0thEr oNe!

cUtE ritE? =D

zHi liAN dE mE =x

swEEt h0r? =)

mE c0usiN aNd mi!

i'm happy~~

2004-11-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went to mi aunt da wedding dinner...they are soOo sweet nehz! den saw mi relatives...and their babies!they are damm cute!!love them lots...hahahahaha...den same thing loh...eat eat...den yum seng and all tis...was damm cold throughout...den mi the other aunt sat wif mi...she touch mi and noe i'm veri cold...and help mi borrow a jacket...so sweet of her...thanks!den take photo wif da babies and mi cousin...shall update them da next time...busy now...came home...cant sleep den make mi blog loh...but halfway...was lazy..hahahahaha...later going to make again...

den todae...online...he tok to mi!!!brightened up mi dae!!!=D den tok quite a lot of things loh...he told mi bout his family and bout him...my heart was tumping all da way...was so happy! =D den when i going offline i sae miss ya wor...den he oso sae miss ya! den wif a muackzZ! wahoz!!=D was flying in da air...nv been so happy!i love him still...lots~ =D

19

2004-11-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

hmm..it hab been a week since i hab updated...quite a lot of things hab happened..mi and him??haiz...he sae something...den i was angry or disappointed...den i sae something tat i think make it more worse?haiz...sianz...long story...den oso hab my klass chalet on 16 and 17...mummy let mi ton...so happy wor...but my first time ton wanted to spend it wif him de...haiz...but nvm...den hab a hard time to reach there...reach bedok interchange den i take 197 as da bus driver told mi...den i miss da stop...cos i dunno where to alight den da bus driver teach mi...but...i miss da stop again...stupid ritE?den was so pek cek...so took cab...luckily onli bout 4+...den reach there...lorenzo and russia pei mi go to da chalet...walk to rent a bike...yeah~long time nv ride...den at there...went to ride around...den they all went to ride..mi and jess try to start da fire...we did it smoothly and susscefully =) den went to ta bao 4 da guys to eat loh...knew they sure will hungry de..den they came back...guo ran sae veri hungy...den tell them to eat something first loh while we bbq...den dunno 4 how long...all wait for 9pm...den go watch ren wo ao you...so funny...hahahaha...den finish watching...go and ride a while again loh...cant realli remember wat i do...poor memory...ahahahha...
and thanks to lorenzo da colour band...was so nice...=)den after tat...mi and zx went to beach...sit down...think a lot of things..send him one msg...he no reply...think is he dunno how ba...haiz...i oso dunno...maybe..jus live one dae see one dae...maybe he oso dunno...jus give him more time ba...haiz...den went to da lan game there...played pool wif da guys..onli mi and zx gal...all the other inside da chalet...den so funny loh...onli russia and zhang pin pro sehz...hahahaha...we onli little mice...den went back bout 2 or 3+ den mi went to bath loh..den they playing murder...den mi like no place to sit...den nv join them loh...den went out and sit...den...something happened...so funny...i was sitting alone at da stairs ouside...den suddenly gt a veri big sound of someone hitting da dooer...den i was so scared quickly went in and cry -_-''' den they all ask mi wat happened...i cant sae anything can onli point downstair...kanna frightened...hahahaha...yuan lai they wan come lend bike de...den scared tio mi loh...den i go and scold them...vent mi anger too...wahahaha...
den was tired...so dun wan to ride...ask russia to carry mi..den to bedok jetty loh...den tok wif everyone a while...after tat walk away frm them den jian an came and join mi...tok till sun rise..long tim nv enjoy le...and long time no tok wif an an le wor..hahahaha...den after tat ride back loh...everyone was so dead tired...lucky got russia carry mi...thanks wor..den wanted to sleep but da guy sleep upstair...sianz...so we sleep downstair loh...but onli sleep bout 1hr or 2...den hab to wake up...eat and pack and check out...den i go first loh...cos hab to work...sianz...den reach home...change...rush off to work loh...was so tired...den work till 9 den reach home bout 10...sleep at 11...
den todae hab to go remedial...sianz...but wake up late...hab to go...promise mummy le...den bo bian loh...den after tat came back home...work again...den till bout 12 den reach home den eat bath den come here le loh...den here i am...typing...but...todae is a special dae...mi and him da 8 month anniversary...too bad...we break le...haiz...8 month lehz...i miss you once again...

i'm sorry...sobx...

2004-11-13T11:42:00.000+08:00

chriz...i'm sorry...i cant find back da old mi...i'm realli lost...sorry...give mi time kae?haiz...thanks siying 4 leaving ur encouragment word in my taggy board...i oso wish tat i could be back wif ur simpLedOlls...happy and joking around...but...although i may seem smiling...but i realli miss him...i realli do...i nv expect tat wat we ask other ppl would be da same quest...few dae ago..went to town a few time...and tat a few time..oso gt ppl telling mi tat saw him...and i ask them wat he doing,wif hu..his eyes gt swollen?he gt like keep on smiling...and mi fren tat him tat saw mi...and...he ask da same quest...i dunno how i felt tat time...i feel..no..is hab mix feeling...but dunno wat issit...haiz...i jus miss him...i wan him..i need him...and gt a few time..we are so near but yet so far...i was walking to cenie behind da bus stop and someone called mi and tell mi tat he is inside da cenie but i was alone den...i dunnno y i dun hab da courage to go in...den again...i was once in cenie...and someone called mi again...telling mi he was in hereen...i was like..wanted to run over there and see him...but...haiz...think let him alone loh...as he sae he wan to lead single life...haiz...i miss you. . .

i'm real tired

2004-11-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

haiz...long time no update le...com is down wif virus so cant do anything bout it...so many things hab happened recently...i'm sorry simpLedOlls...i jus cant go band...i'm stupid i cant leran well...i learn slow and will make ur slow down...i'm not there ur still veri happy in it ritE?so it doesn't matter anyway...u dun need to stop and teach mi alone again...and ur learn will be faster...didn't mean to leave ur de...but i am jus too stupid...

and...yin mei so sorry nv wish u happi birthdae...cos...on tat dae...mi and him hab broken up...dun ask mi y...i not sure...19 den we will make a decision...4 now we jus lead our single life...hope on 19 we can be back again...i am lost rite now...real lost...a lot of things happen so sudden...i'm alone. but i will fight it all alone..i cant find anyone to tok to...i cant find anyone hu can understand mi...but thanks jen listen to mi to tok...but...wat i wan is...simpLedOlls...omg...wat crap am i toking now...haiz...i jus...i dunno wat i wan...maybe all i wan is to be like last time...i hab my simpLedOlls and my baObeI...but now i hab lost it all...i feel alone...i dun wish to face it...i dunno how...i jus wan to work and work and work all dae long and stop thinking bout all those...

i wan and i will be happy in front of ppl...i will be strong...
p.s: ppl if i still haven link ur...give mi ur link...but i dunno how long den i will link ur...if i hab da time k?sorry...
but..i'm tired...real tired...i love him real lots...losing him is like losing myself...19 seem so far away...i dunno i long i can take it...maybe running away frm tis world will be better...he wans mi to be happy...but he left mi da 3rd time le...how can ever be happy?
and i miss simpLedOlls...i miss u all real lots...but i feel like ur are not wif mi...nvm...perhaps...heaven wan mi to fight tis all alone...i jus cant stop crying. . .

t0dae

2004-10-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

todae nth much loh...morning wake up den went to my aunty house...den play wif my cousin a while and slack most of my time...was so damm boring there...den reach home loh...a veri veri bored dae...plus...i miss him realli lots...haiz...den come here update loh...fucking com so slow loh if not is cannot find sever loh...getting so easily irrated these few dae...2moro hab to go sch 4 maths...wth...mi mummy noe i pon sch le loh...and think she will check on mi every now and den ba...damm it...life is so boring and no freedom...hab to work 2moro ba...jen haven tell mi...but most properly is loh...haiz...i cant work well with my mind thinking lots of things...sianz...

ps:oso if i haven link u guys sorry kae...cos gt lots of prob lehz...dunno y...will try to link ur asap de...=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO DEYU AND HUITING!!!

bAnd

2004-10-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

not going to change da skins loh...or add anything...was lazy and busy...hahahaha...todae hab band loh..oso nth much...ytd work again...but went cenielesiure...cos they sae no enuff ppl den ask mi go there help loh...go there da size is like reduce by one size loh..so funny...hahahaha...den quite different frm wisma...den at there nth to do de loh...cos not many ppl ma...except 4 sat and sun ba...den da cashier oso different loh...but think still can cope lar...but still prefer wisma...though is more ppl and sometime i cant cope...hahahaha...but work there longer le ma...but if jen and the other one guy 2gether we work cenie den will be damm fun le loh...wahahaha...but dun think is possible de lar...hahahaha...but there 11 den can go...a bit later den wisma...but nvm...but my pay is on next month 27...so long...more den 1 month loh...haiz...dun hab money!!!aarrgghh...hab to wait so long...hmm...feeling stress and tired mentally...though exam is over...but i am more stress and tired when having exam...haiz...some ppl should noe y...i feel like giving up but i wan to hold on...but...i dunno how long can i hold...i'm confused..maybe jus drag and stay at how it is loh...most couples break at da 7,8 or 9 month...hope i wont be one of them...but i'm alritE!!will try to be da same old cheerful crazy mi~!!

p.s hEy ppl...if i nv link u den tell mi and give mi da link kae?cos i lost it le...sorry guys...thanks~

happy birthdae to russia!!! =D

result

2004-10-29T10:04:00.000+08:00

still hab no time to put in ur ppl de links but i hab put da tagboard alreadi so ur can tag there kae?when i hab time i will update it again...nth much loh...todae went to sch den take report...i gt improve nehx!!!so happy...at least my effort nv gone down to drain...hahahaha...hear tat express a lot of ppl retain...so sad...y like tat??sure is miss tay da expectation too high le...den report show mummy den she find out tat my attendence gt 13 dae nv go sch...omg...hope she wont find out tat i pon sch...nvm...past alreadi...hahahaha...den now at home loh...later going to work again...yesterdae veri suay loh...fall down while doing da washing...cos da jeans too long den wan bend down and fold...den beside gt da dirty mop water and it spill on da floor...and my butt is all wet and pain...sobx...aarrghhh~!so stupid and clumsy of mi!!haiz...den nvm loh...no choice but to go home wif wet butt =x hahahha...den baObeI ytd oso gt come see mi a while den go le...no chance to tok to him...haiz...miss him so much...some prob going on between us..hope da worst wont come...haiz...den sze rui oso came...so sorry...didn't see u...hahahaha...think nth more le ba...tAkE cArE~

OMG~

2004-10-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

omg...dunno wat da hell happend to my blog den become like last time...black black de...so i change da skins but no time to put in da tag board and update da stuff in there...so if i hab time den i update kae?so sorry ar...

yEstErdAe~

2004-10-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...was having band yesterdae...as usual meet up wif da simpLedOlls...hahahaha...den we are not late...suprised~hahahaha...den went in loh...as usual do da noraml stuff...den while walking to lunch hab a short tok wif regina...long long time since we hab a great tok...hahahaha...den after tat lunch is full band...den after tat...chriz went to change as she and yt is going to town to interiview...and they gt da job!wEe~ but its was raining heavily den they walk to mrt den i walk home loh...walking in da rain alone thinking a lot things in my mind...its quite fun...hahahaha...den reach home online den eat den wait 4 baObeI to call...den after tat chat wif baObeI a while...den after toking lie on da bed a while den sleep le...wake up in da midnite...call baObeI again...den tok a while onli den go sleep le loh...todae wake up online...den going to eat soon...den hab to go work again...seem like now ppl is working yaR?hahahaha...mi working,jen working...chriz and yt oso find a job...not sure when start to work...den szerui oso working...must go find her and take da flyers frm her k?at heeren to paragon de street..hahahaha...den think sharon oso working...but not sure wat she work...hahhahaha..k lar...end off here...buaiz~

w0rk!

2004-10-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

hEy guys...sorry ar...no update...was busy working...hahahahaha...and tis is going to be a long entry since i hab not been updating so long...hahahahaha...and oso wont be updating often cos working den veri tired and no time...
__18.10
first dae of work in famour amos...jen not working wif mi...was kinda of stress...first go there so damm blur and they do da cookies real fast loh...i was like slow like dunno wat...hahahahha...den went on quite fine and not realli tat tired...
__19.10
2nd dae of work...oso mi and ba0beI de 7 mnth anni wor!!hahaha...hab oral exam todae too...quite ok lar...after tat go home change...go baObeI house..den after tat he actualli sae wanted to send mi to work...but...was late...so i went first...den i reach there de manger ask mi to go buy things...and she gave mi tat $10 and...i lose it...so stupid of mi ritE?den lend frm one cold storage de ppl...den went back...da manger didn't noe...den jus work as usual loh...
__20.10
3rd dae of work...todae i do cashier...i was so nervous loh..and couldn't do it well...and think da person hu teach mi was kinda of irrated and angry wif mi...haiz...and gt one customer use credit card and i 4get to let him sign..and da person tat teach mi was pissed off...omg...and she sae...ok lar...go 4 ur break now...haiz..den i went off...and cry in da toilet...haiz...y am i so stupid...everything do oso wrong..so slow and stupid...den after tat went back...da manger speak to mi...she veri good loh...den after tat went on doing...den at nite doing closing...i short of $1.20...luckily not tat much..den went home wif jen...feeling stress...
__21.10
4th dae of work...my turn to do cashier AGAIN...haiz...no choice but hab to do...den again...was nervous...and get give da customer wrong change...luckily they tell mi...arbo todae i sure short a lot of money...den was getting a hang of it le ba...but..still was veri slow...den everything was quite alrite ba...den at nitez...doing closing...i count da money wrong..and da person hu teaching mi was again piss off by mi...haiz...so stupid of mi...cant remember things and do things so slow...damm stress loh...den baObeI oso he work there oso gt things happened den oso veri stress...hope he will be fine...
__t0daE
hmm...todae no work...so rest at home loh...nv go sch oso...lazy loh...den wake up...saw yuh ting table gt contact lense de box...wat da fuck...she oso wear...nabei de lehz...hair oso same wif mi...oso wan to wear contact..fucK* if i hab noe she will be cutting da same hair wif mi...i wont give her da card and reccomemend her to da same salon i'm cutting and she wont be looking so alike like mi loh...trying so hard of ways and means to be so different wif her...yet she becoming so alike like mi...wat she wan sia...alreadi hate her so much dun make mi hate her more again...realli dunno loh...damm her...haiz...dun sae bout her le lar...onli make mi blood boil...den now here i am updating my entry loh..oh yar...going to dye my hair next wed...wEe~hahahaha...so long no dye hair le...must touch up a bit...hahahahaha...k lar...now wan go eat liao...muackS!

yeSh!!

2004-10-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

todae nth much loh...was quite happy lar...yesterdae cant get sleep loh..sleep bout 12+ den wake up at 3+ sleep back at 4+..den kanna wake up my mummy 7+ loh...cos hab to go mi ah ma house ma...visit her...den b4 going went to a temple...den a lot of ppl loh...den da ah ma and uncle there dunno is blind or wat...keep pushing and pushing...in the ene i push them back loh...sound bad hor??but they realli veri unreasonable loh...ao angry!!den after tat went to mi ah ma house loh...gt my one little cousin...he i so cute loh..and smart too...guess wat...he onli 3 or 4 yrs old den noe how to speak 4 language!chinese,english, cantonese and malay...smart ritE?and he speak cantonese and malay better den mi...hahahahaha...smart little boi...den pei him play till i veri tired le he still not tired...good energy manz...den received a call...frm famous amos!!and i gt da job!!!yeash~!so damm happy!!start working frm 2moro...so happy and i dunno wat to sae...finally gt da job!!hahahaha...but one thing my mother sae make mi a bit guilty loh..cos she sae y dun ask ur sis go interview wif u oso...if not my burden will be lighter...i oso dunno ma...den hab to try to find a job 4 her??wat sia...dun she noe how to buy newspaper and find job??tats wat i do when i find job!!watever...dun let her affect my mood...looking 4ward to 2moro~!=D or yar...good luck to those hu is going to camp 2moro too...hope ur will hab fun wor!and all da best to those sec 1 having oral exam (=^_^=)

i wan to grow up!!

2004-10-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

jen~! i now updating ar...hahahahaha...
~*yesterdae
yUpz..yesterdae went out wif jen...went to VCH to watch a concert...not realli tat nice...went off during da intervals...den walk around boat quay and clarke quay...was so...erm...hahahahaha...secret between us...den was so tired...after tat mi went of to meet joey and jieying at ps..jen went to find her mummy...so reach there...meet them at da entrance..sit down tok tok...den they went off to club 3...wish i could go too...couldn't get an IC...and..i look so small!!aarrghhh~!!!i wan to go chiong!! i wan to go club 3,angel,music underground,MS and sparks!!i wan to dance!!come'on!!lets dance like no one business!!lets dance throughout da nitE!!!DANCE!!!okok...sound so stupid...hahahahaha...still hab 8 months b4 i am offically 16...omg...still hab to wait so long...i wan to grow taller too!!but i noe is impossible ba...hahahahaha...jus wait 4 dae by dae to go by loh...den bryan came..so walk wif bryan and yinling...last time swiss de ba...but quit sch le frm sjab de...think so ba...den we walk loh...called baObeI...but...seem to be unhappy ba...was it my fault??not understanding enuff??think so ba...den end up unhappy hanging up da phone loh..den take bus home...wanted to take 187..but no last bus le...call bryan...den wanted to walk home de...den baObeI call mi..(=^_^=) so happy...he was in da cab going home...so he sent mi home too...=D so happy...its my fault den he still give in to mi...thanks baObeI!!
~*t0dAe
stay at home...help mummy to clean da house...den online...den sleep...den wake up..online again...hahahaha...den saw STEVEN LIM on da tv!!PSC nite!!OMG~!he is so er xin loh...beach boi...dun make mi puke!hahahahaha...still sae go visit his webby...yucks! oh yar!my sis sorta cut da same hair wif mi...wat da fuck!y when i was trying so hard not to be so same wif her den she became so same wif mi...sianz diao...dun sae le lar..later ppl will sae dun se like tat lar...she is ur sis after all...yayaya...watever...going to eat my dinner le...ciaoz!

one more dae...

2004-10-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

yUpz...one more dae and da exam is finish~!!yoh00!!!hahahahaha...but todae can sae is finish le lar...cos i hab given up on my math =D hmm...lets see wat hab been happeneing to my life~ as usual...always late 4 my exam...hahahaha...or rather da last to reach...hahahaha...cant blame lar...was studying da nite b4 ma...hahahaha...den nth much loh...except exam exam and exam 4 da whole week...den todae pei chriz to pay da despoit 4 her hp...poor her...lost her phone...but she can get it 2moro le w0r! =D chriz...must wait patiently ar...hahahaha...den actualli meeting baobei de...but... nvm..=) looking 4 jobs rite now...so ppl if hab intro to mi kae?den yesterdae went to interview wif jennifer...famous amos @ town...but she sae call us on 22 to confirm if we are being selected...pls...give mi tat job...wanted it so much...but dun think i hab much chance??haiz...cos tat person sae i am rather small size to handle da baking oven...wat da hell...small size gt so many disadvantage...wish i can become fatter and taller...hahahaha...but diffcult ba...nvm...be contented 4 wat i am ba...consoling myself??hahahaha...watever...den now i am at home loh...nth to do...feeling hungry ritE now...hahahaha...piggy mi...always eat and eat...but always saving money den nv eat...become skinner le...sobxsobx...i wan FATS!!! going to cook something to eat~!

happy birthdae~!!

2004-10-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO BAI HONG FU~!!!15 YEARS OLD LE...BE MORE SENSIBLE WOR!!! =D

stress up!!

2004-10-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

OMG...nv in my life i hab study so hard loh...so damm stress up...and baObeI is always working...not wif mi...onli tues and thurs can meet him...missing him so much...haiz...i am breaking down...having mood swing these few dae...or hab i gone into depression...?still hab one week to go b4 da exam finish...so scared tat cant go to sec 4...if can go to sec 4 drop to technical i oso dun mind loh...jus dun retain...pls pls~!!
wont be blogging till exam finish...but if i hab time still will tag ur board de...take care guys...jia you wor~!

fridae and todae

2004-10-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

yesterdae while walking to da bus stop to meet jennifer...something happened...i helped one little boi!hahahaha...is like tis de loh...while walking to bus stop den saw one little bot crying...den wanted to help but think he dun need it lar...but when i walk past him turn and look back...he keep looking at mi as if wan mi to help...so went over to him and ask wat happened...he sae he lost his ah ma...so ke lian...so i tok to him...ask him question...in the end...decided to bring him home...lucky he noe where he live...den bring him home...tell his aunty wat happened...and den went back to da place trying to find da ah ma...den i saw an ah ma...walking down da stair so i walk slower den her to see if he is looking 4someone...but she is not...so i tot is not her...but as i walk awhile a little while...hear her shouting,,,so i run to her and ask her is she finding her grandson..and she sae ya...den i told her i bring him home le...she hold my hands and keep on sae thank you...was like so touched and happy loh...hahahahaha...and da little boi is so cute...he onli 4 yrs old loh...call dunno wat chen wei de...hahahaha...den after went off to meet jennifer..
den reach tat place...river walk way...find tat shop...quite easy to find...den went in...sit down quite a while b4 there is a person apporach us...den cut loh...da one hu cut my hair...he quite nice lar...at first tot he ah qua...cos he painted he nails black!!!den in the end tok to him...still not bad lar...chat wif him a little while cutting...den he oso do manicure...so next time can go find him wor...hahahaha...after tat we xchange number...dun think YY hor...hahahaha...is next time wan cut hair or do manicure can find him ma...he do at da far east level 4...den think cut still alrite lar...quite like it de loh...after tat went to meet baObeI at far east...da first thing he think is...u g l y* not nice mehz?den after tat sae look like witch and keep on luffing...watever...is my hair...can grow again ma...he so great give mi $$ to do hair makeover lar...hahahahahhaa...jkjk..den walk walk and take pic wif jen loh...loves da pic wor...hahahahaha...shall upload is another time cos haven scan...
den todae hab exam loh...think can pass lar...quite easy lar...think so...hahahahaha...den after tat went hime loh...no where to go...den rot till now loh...si bei fucking da sianz...wan study oso no mood...aarrgghhh~!!!

eXcitEd~!!!!

2004-09-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

seem like nv blog 4 dae??hahahahaha...was lazy to do so...hahahahaha...so lets see...mondae wat hab i done??cant realli remember le...so dun tok bout it...hahahahaha...sae bout tuesdae!!was happy loh...cos is da dae finally can see my baObeI~!yeah~~hahahahaha...den we went to watch the new police story...hEy ppl...if ur dun watch tat show will regret loh...is damm nice oso...luff will make u luff ur ass out...touching will make u cry...hahahahaha...maybe wont cry lar...but is realli nice loh...quite exciting too...=) den went to walk walk den went to yin mei house...hahahahha...he seem nervous...but dunno y tat dae he is especially CUTE!!=p hahahahahaha...maybe too long no see him le...hahahaha...den after tat went to play candle...so fun loh...i use da wax and make my fingerprint 4 him...hahahaha..but veri pain...cos is veri hot!imagine da hot wax haven cool down and u put ur hand there...omg!is pain...but nvm...hahhhahaha...den wednesdae nth much happened loh...except gt one gal super da xl ar...wan nicely tok to him ask er something...den she xl ...wtf..den after tat find her again...den she cry sia...siao bo~i oso nv do anything wan ask her something oso wan to cry...not my fault...hahahahaha...den todae actualli can meet my baObeI de...but exam coming den go rememdial...den he oso wan go work so nvm loh...den after remedial meet christine and shan...tok a while den go home le loh...den 2moro going to cut my hair wif jEn!*looking 4ward*hahahaha...still dunno wat to cut lehz...wanted to cut till neck...tat type cant realli tie but if tie is small small tail de...hahahahahaha...any suggestion???den after maybe go find my baObeI loh...hahahahaha...

i miss him...

2004-09-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...hab change a new skin...like it quite a lot...hahhahaha...but it take mi quite a lot of time...cos i did it yesterdae bout 2 or 3+ in the morning...den after tat when i finish my mother hurry mi to go to sleep and kp mi...den i quickly close close...den dunno wat i press...den suddenly all gone!!so sad sia...den no choice loh...redo again...do till 4+ den go sleep loh...tis few dae cant meet my babei cos he got work...so onli tuesdae and thursdae can meet him...miss him so much...den onli hab a little tiome wif him...sobx...i miss you!!todae is oso another boring sundae loh...every sundae is always so damm fucking boring...exam oso coming soon le...gt study...but jus cant get into my mind...den realli dun feel like study loh...so sianz!!haiz...okiE...think going to cut my hair again*hahahaha...cos dun realli like my hair now...so...erm..well dun suit mi...hahahaha...going to toni & guy cut...thanks jennifer 4 da complimentary tickets!!!muacks`nth much to write...buaiz people!

g00d gal...

2004-09-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

hmm...todae can consider is i am a good gal dae? =x hahahahaha...okiE...so todae morning...mircale i can wake up on my own without mi mummy nagging at mi...hahaha...den prepare everything on time...went sch..not rush...den reach sch...found tat da klassroom is locked!hahhaha...so almost half da klass ppl i think so...sitting or standing outside da klass...it was so cramp...den mi...suddenly hab a feeling of hungryness...hahahahha...so went to canteen and bought a cheese hotdog,1 wanwan and 1chocolate =D after eating...was sooOO happy...cos i'm full...hahahahha...den klass was boring again...every lesson seem eternity...except 4 accounts and geo...hahahaha...den recess didn't eat much...cos morning eat le...den cannot spent anymore...hahahaha...den onli eat an honeydew and vitasoy...healthy lifestyle yar?hahahahaha...den same loh...hab lesson...after all da lesson...i went home...guaiz ritE?hahahahaha...take my chem and geo to do my hw and revise...its been a long long long time since i reach home so early...hahahaha...den reach home...online..den bath den eat...den study...but geo i dunno how to do...so too bad...leave it blank...hahahha...den study my chem den now here i am...oh yar...my sim card still wif my baobei...cos ytd he took it and 4get to take frm him...so no phone to use these few dae...so boring...miss my baobei so terribly much...hope to get to see him soon *pray hard* =D

ytd+todae

2004-09-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

yupZ...yesterdae is not tat bad after all...hahahahha...went to sch as usual loh..den nth realli happened loh...still da same boring...but after sch...tot can meet my baobei happy happy...everything was fine...but...fuck siaz...da story goes like tat loh...while waiting 4 my A fren...den he jus wan to order and eat ma...so i was thinking...ok loh...wait 4 him...den sit down and memorise my things first...den jus when i put down my bag...nabei! da A fren de fren sae something which hurt mi a lot loh...realli loh...guys...always tok without considering ppl feeling...especially those so which i tot could trust de...they think is jus a comment...but do ur noe...ur tat sentence make mi fall into tears!!!so there i was...a loner...trying to hold my tears back...walk back to my klassroom and crying alone...haiz...i jus hate guys wif no feelings!!but luckily...i was fine after tat...thinking tat...it is useless crying over them loh...seens i dun think they treat mi as fren...and prefer **r ***e ***n ** watever~anyway...after tat meet my baobei...i noe...i will be happy upoon seeing him...so i keep my mood...and be happy...and after tat...we went to watch moive...The Cinderella Story!!OMG~!its rawks totally loh..and it was so damm sweet...so fairytale...aww...so sweet!!it was soOOoOO nicE~! =D =D =D wanted to watch it again loh...hahahahha...after tat went to plaza and eat...den went home le...so happy wor!wif my baobei can 4get my sadness...=D

den todae...in the morning i tot i lost my sim card sia!den ask my baobei help mi find...den he sae cannot find sia...den i was thinking...my bad dae started off once again...den i was alreadi veri suay when i find tat i lost my pencil...wat sia...i oso nv take oput or wat...so nvm...jus when i wan to use my liquid! it cannot be used!the fluid cannot come out sia...damm pek cek loh...den come to recess...feel more better le...dunno y...maybe hab food?!?!?!hahahahaha...den lesson again loh...boring~den after sch run back home to double-checked again loh...still dun hab...den i give up loh...den went back 4 rememdial...den go meet my baobei...went his house...eat..den tidy his room...den pei him to hios night klass de place den went home le loh...end here~

sundae is a bad dae...

2004-09-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

haiz...sianz sianz!todae is mi and my baobei da half-year anniversary loh...but...baobei hab to work...so no go out loh...maybe 2moro den go out loh...sianz...fucking rotting at home da whole dae loh...plus now damm dualn...jus now someone call mi mummy den sae need one helper..den i was bathing...den my mother ask yuhting to go loh...fuck de lehz...jus now she sae she wan go study ar...go fren house hab tution ar!fuck loh...my ass manz...she sae she stomach pain den nv go...den now gt work she sae she wan go...fuck de loh...fuck her!fUck her! FUCKING HER!...aiya...i noe now maybe my fren will sae delete tis entry or wat...or dun sae like tat lar...fuck loh...do i give a damm...?did ur noe...a lot of things...do anyone can understand my feeling...nabei...always will sae tis and tat...ur think so easy ar...think gt twins so fun ar...pls lar hor...must see hu is ur twin loh...get tis kind of twin i rather die siaz...watever loh...i jus dislike her! watever da reason is...watever ppl sae bout mi...i dun care...cos they dunno wats da feeling i having..maybe they think i veri evil lar...sae tis kind of things bout ur own sister...but i dun care loh...anyway frm pri sch till now ppl hab always think i am da more bad one loh...watever loh...den when come till sec sch although get into da same sch...but differnet klass...was fucking damm happy loh...sec 1 and 2 everything was so happy and fine...till i get to sec 3...i noe when i get into sure gt something will happened de...last time i gt write in my opendiary de loh...see loh...my predict gt come true loh...nabei...sibei du lan de lehz...aarrgghhhh!!!is a damm bad dae todae loh...half year anniversary cant go out..still hab to stay at home rot...still hab to be so dulan...ARRGGHHH~!!!!! =.(

cut my hair..f&n

2004-09-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey...everybody hab seen my new hairstyle??hahahaha...cut my hair yesterdae...think wierd ba...ppl dun reconginse mi anymore!hahahahaha...cut my fringe and hair...cut slant but is opposite...but da fringe dun look slanting...den behind da hair dunno nice anot...nv let down...hahahahaha...nvm lar...is mi fren cut 4 mi de...so sad...no $$ to cut hair...hahahaha...but nvm lar...try new style ma...arbo everytime so boring de...hahahahaha...den todae hab my f&n practical loh...at first tot was alrite...think can manage de...but...hahahaha...ppl use 2 hrs to cook 3 dish..i tot 3hr+ to cook 3 dish!so stupid rite...den oso veri nervous...throw da rubbish into da basin..put da egg shell inside da egg...cook da sweet and sour 4get to put da tomatoes...make da belcan 4 get to make da chili paste first...da onion,shallots,garlic da skin...throw inside da clean chopped one...da egg should be hard boiled but not hard enuff...aiyo...sibei gon loh...oso damm nervous...en finally finish le loh...den so funny loh...eveyone like seventh lunar ghost like tat...once teacher taste finish...everybody rush and eat...den soon...all food is gone! hahahahaha...den everybody was sharing da same spoon loh...come to think of it a bit er xin...hahahaha...but nvm lar...at tat time was onli thinking of FOOD! hahahaha...den after tat eat finish all da food le..den after clean and pack finish le...den we take photo...so happy!lots of group photo loh..happy nehz...=D den wating 4 teacher to send us da photo...dunno when den she send...nvm...todae is a not bad dae...but...it is incompelete..cos i miss my baobei...realli miss him terribley...muackS!

homework!

2004-09-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

here to blog again le wor!hahahaha...yupZ....tis few dae hab been quite bit busy and tired...hahahahaha...let mi recall...mondae...nth much loh...onli tat late loh...saw jian an...gt he pei mi late...hahahaha...but hor...we walk 2gether half way he disappear le...dunno go where sia...hahahaha...den went up to klass loh...den after recess hab a warning letter loh...8 demirt point...den mdm chok smart sia...noe my parents dunno english...den write chinese beside...but nvm! i more smart...hahahaha...i tear away da front paper...den give my parents sign...den sae is last semester late de...smart ritE?hahahahaha...after sch..went to meet my baobei at his house...reach there bout 3+..den watch tv a while...den his fren come...den after cook something to eat...den after tat was veri tired..den sleep a while loh...den dinner time...baobei eat his dinner at his home...den after tat watch tv...den went home le loh...

tuesdae...sch oso nth much happened loh...den after sch hab band...den was not realli a happy one loh...tot todae we wont be late again...but zheng xi last min call den sae she outside...den da time was bout 2..00 or 2.20??i think so...den went out to meet her loh...so long no see her le...den chat a while...reliease we late le...den run back loh...take our bag first...but was mistook tat we was sitting and chatting there...wtf! den went in to da library to pack scores loh...den went down to sectionals...but they was alreadi going up...but still sectional a while loh...den we did tell them we will be late for bout 5- 10 min...but after tat heard a bad news den rush back loh...dunno lar...tell them we will late...den oso kanna loh...nv tell oso da same thing...nvm lar...admit tat partly is our fault loh...but...nvm lar...after band went to meet my baobei again loh...see him den happy liao...=D den went to eat...after tat pei him go clementi...after tat go home le...changed..den went to yin mei house to do my f&n...den do till 11+ den go home le loh...fucking damm tired...dunno y...haven been sleeping well...

todae...klass oso nth much loh...lesson as usual boring...but now begning to do my homework le...must study le...exam coming...dun think will score well ba...2moro 2.30 hab to go check my f&n pratical da ingredients..den fridae hab to cook le....so worried...dunno da dishes yet i hab to cook...watever...think i can de lar...hahahahaha...den after sch went to west mall wif christine and shan loh...den shan go meet her dear dear...left mi and christine...actualli wan to study de...den went to mos burger but sae cannot study...but we alreadi ordered drinks le so sit there tok tok den times past fast nehz...chat till 4+ den dun feel like study le...den went to walk walk..den we decided da 4 of us...each buy one photo album and share one book...our aim is to fill all da photo albums wif onli da 4 of us da photo or oso can put mi and my baobei da photo and shan and her dear 2gether da photo...den da book is we pass around and we can write anything inside...hahahaha...but we cant find da one we like de lehz...hahahaha...nvm...will find again de!hahahaha...tats all 4 todae..take care guys~

life is so sianz

2004-09-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

aiyo...nowadae life is so sianz loh...quite long no update le hor?hahahaha...hmm...okiE...on dunno which dae...baobei gt his pay...$200+ den was veri happy...hahahaha...den we go eat den walk walk...den without knowing spending all of da money le...haahaha...but he still gt left bout $40+ ba...to go chiong on todae...still hab to spent...hahahaha...okiE...was damm happy on tat dae loh...gt $$ eveything oso happy...hahhahaha...den the next dae...think is wednesdae...cant realli remember wat happened le...jus noe went to meet baobei again...at woodlans...den went to a temple...after tat went to his house...den eat at his house...onli eat a little as my house gt cook...den watch tv a while...his mum ish so cute loh...hahahahaha...den after he send mi home le loh...den thursdae...nth much happened loh...cant go out...so sad...but at nite still gt go out lar...go down my blk slack and tok wif my fren...till bout 10+ ba...den go home le loh...den come to fridae le...fridae morning went to polyclinic...den after actualli meeting baobei de...but veri sorry!cant meet u...den went to band...den after band actuali wanted to take pic wif christine and shan de...but shan wan to go home...so left mi and christne...so we go lot 1 to eat...den after i dun feel like going hom ma...so go her house tok tok loh...tok till dun wish to go home...hahahaha...sae 9 pm go...den after tat sae 9.30 den in the end 10+ den go ba...hahahaha...den went to take bus home...wait 4 da bus damm long loh...lucky gt christine pei mi tok on da phone...den reach home...mother kpkp a while den i dun feel like sleeping den bout 3+ den sleep loh...haiz...a lot of things happened sia...stress! den todae hab band loh...still not bad lar...feel contented loh...mood not realli good...but lucky gt christine and shan always there 4 mi and make mi luff...but after band my mood and attitude was reali damm lousy loh...sorry ar christine and chui shan...haiz...i oso dunno how lar...den now oso dun feel like sleeping loh...dun feel like toking...dun feel like doing anything...den jus face da square computer and thinking wat can i do online loh...life is so sianz den u dun hab $$ and feeling stress..and hey ppl...think frm wednesdae onwards if ur cant get through our house phone den call our hp...cos frm tat dae onwards no more call waiting and caller id =.( so sad...hmm...hab to go find things and do le...cya guys...

ATTENTION~!!MUST READ~!

2004-09-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

hey...all those ppl using blogspot...listen up! ur noe gt the above tat banner rite?den at the most right de last one is next blog...den when u click tat...there will be random blog rite?dun ever click tat!! cos at first it will come a few random blog...den when u see a few again...there will be porn website coming out!!! and da most u close it...it will come out more...so dun ever go click tat one...i am one of da victim...its so digusting loh...
sianz lehz...so boring...den nth to do...go and click da random blog...fuck lehz...poullate my mind and eyes...must wash it veri clean...! yesterdae hab band loh...hmm...all da way was playing "Alpha" hahahaha...quite happy ba...our band standard hab improve le...=D hope can continue becoming better and better...band ended early...but nowhere to go...so went home...den todae nth much loh...rot at home da whole dae...actualli gt go to temple de...but hor..dun feel like going le...so maybe going 2moro wif my brother loh...den 2moro morning going to yin mei house to do my hw...guaiz hor?must buck up le...my CA marks i fail 4 subject sia...onli pass 2...if dun jia you...sure cannot go to sec 4...miss my baObeI so much...he went to da safti...da SAF open house hope he hab fun...ending off here~

boring..

2004-09-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

ehh...todae nth much loh....went to sch...todae early sia...enuff time to go back to klass and put bag...den is usual loh...nth much happened...lesson time is so ever boring...so draw on da table loh...hahahaha...but bo bian lar...realli veri boring ma...somemore sit alone...can die ar...den da last 2 period pon loh...den call my baobei...den he sae he outside sch le...so time haven up den go out le loh...so funny...den mi,debbie and jing ming...like dunno wat sia...run untill sweat like siao...hahahaha...den meet zheng xi at mama shop..den 2gether go find my baobei loh...den sit down a while...den walk back to mama shop loh...den sit down...oso tok tok tok...den after baobei wan go play bball le...den i still dun feel like going loh...den he go first loh...den i sit sit sit den tok tok tok..den after tat go home put my books den come out again...den back to mama shop wait 4 joey loh...but in the end she sae wan go home first...den we wasted 2 hrs at there sia...den zx go find jie ying...den mi and debbie go west mall loh...walk walk walk...den go library tok tok tok again...hahahaha...den i buy spagahetti...den go back and cook 4 my family...good gal hor??hahahaha......den i put one whole packet and cook loh...a lotz sia...dunno can finish ma...den my brother sae no nice lehz...but i think quite nice lehz...nvm...cos i cook ma...put in effort lehz...of cos nice lar...ritE?hahhahaha...waiting for my baobei to call mi now loh...cya~!

sch den SAF open house

2004-09-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

todae nth much loh...in sch...den give back chinese test paper..veri da damm disappointed loh...cos i onli get a jus pass mark..jus pass...in my life of 15 yrs...nv ever get a jus passing mark loh...nvm loh...hu tell mi not to study hard...den go to da SAF open house loh..went home put books den change...den went back to sch...tot is another boring trip...but hu noes~!!!is was so fucking damm fun loh...hahaha...go there den go to da adventure place...da first station go to da tunnel...OMG...tat one is so scary loh...went to a something like a well...den crawl inside...it is total darkness...so scary...but manage to compelete...den when coming up...all gals cant come out sia...hab to ask da army boi to carry us out...den later gt one part so funny...luff till i pengz sia...hahahahha...den went to play da flying fox...it was soOoOooO fun...love it so much...i love heights...hahahaha...but hong fu is afriad of heights...wan to jump le den stop...hahahaha...but after tis...dun think u still scared le rite?den wanted to play tat rope thingy...but dun seem to hab fate wif it...nvm...den went to rifle there...wanted to try da M16...but hab to split group...so i was in da SAR 12...tat gun oso not bad sia...da shooting there da hole is clearer and bigger den the M16...but when fire gt one small prob...i cant wink my the left eye...but i am a righty...so no choice...the army boi help mi cover my the other while i am shooting...hmm...not bad lar...get 4/5...aming not tat bad hor?hahahaha..den went back to sch le loh...den wanted to eat dinner de...den like tat loh...den come home...hmm...while walking back home think a lot of things loh...hahahaha...well...need to learn to be more independent...yupZ...dun be scared of alone...come on lar...15 le lehz...why scared of alone?hahahahaha...lame mi...hahahaha...todae alone no happy...nvm...still hab 2moro rite?we live is to be happy...not to think of sad sad thing and be sad rite?so live happily todae!!

happy teachers' dae

2004-09-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...todae is teacher dae rite??happy teachers' dae to all da teacher wor...hmm...tis blog is finalli ready...thanks to da help of jennifer without her...oso dunno when my blog can publish...hahahaha...recovered frm my fever...feeling better le wor...went to do eZ-link todae...so expensive loh...$19...inside still no money de...tot can save da money...hahahaha...den my baobei pei mi loh...after went to eat...den went home...a veri hot dae...come home sleep...den till now loh...2moro still hab sch...sianz!!

wat da fuck~!!

2004-08-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

wat sia...i cant take it anymore le loh...tell u...u fucking bitch...let mi write here...cos now da entry still cannot be publish...den i wan to sae...u fucking act cute gal...dun think ppl sae u concern mi den is u concern mi loh...WTF~!!! i dun think so loh...u double-sided face freak...dun think a lot of guys like u den u think da whole world of guys like u ar?stop all ur stupid nonsense flirting act...always listen to da phone den sae areloo...den act till so cute loh...pls lar...think is u copy the hu loh...cos the hu oso sae like tat de ma...den is natural de loh...u lehz?acting out bitch...hear le oso sianz...almost puke out da thing i hab eaten loh...tell u wat...i hate u!!!realli hate u...da worst thing oso hab come le loh...nabei...all my fren hu is used to be closed wif mi...hab been toking wif u for nitez loh...everytime oso like tis de lehz...jus when i hab everything...and veri happy happy...u will come out and will spoil or take away de loh...den when i sae something...ppl will sae...y sae like tat...she not like tat de lar...she actualli veri concern bout u...dun sae her till so bad...wat sia...they noe wat she do behind ur back anot? all those acting...nvm...wat i sae oso no use de loh...nobody will believe mi de rite??nvm nvm...if they regard mi as their good fren it will always be loh...even now if ppl looking at tis entry and now hu i toking bout...i oso fuck care loh...ppl noe so wat...believe it anot is ur own problem...watever~

nth..

2004-08-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

hmm...dunno can publish my blog ma...my first entry...jus testing testing wor...hahahaha...tAkE cArE wor...